Sometimes love comes from plain desire, sometimes it develops from other personel aspects, like respect, wit etc... But the fact that, it makes you blind towards the people you make subject to your love does not change.
Since I am an individual who can not be compared to the most of the society, I only explain my ideas about politics, society etc... without expecting people to understand or approve. But for some special people, I strongly at least like to know that she or he is putting some effort in understanding or I just wish my opinions may give them some - wierd maybe - perspective.
Yesterday I saw that sometimes people can shock you with themselves. Everything you think of them or the qualities that you may have been equip them with can be wrong. At that point you realise no one is like you and the ones that may have some resemblence to you can give you the greatest shocks you will never expect.
The saddest thing about this enlightment is I realise that she is saying same things with great naivity for years and just cannot add anything new to that. She is so narrow minded that even though I can be called as a fanatic in most subjects I always listen to the person in front of me and try to evaluate his or her ideas. Always start a conversation with knowing that I may be wrong. But yesterday I saw that, it's just me. I also saw that the very person I think very special has a very wrong image of me.
For the conclusion I don't know which is worse, realising that you don't know her or learning that she doesn't know you.
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